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Mon, 27 Dec 2004 16:12:51 GMT

haha yea so last nite..was real fun..but before we get there the day was fun too..i called heather in the morning and we decided to go ice skating..soo we did..and i did real good til i stopped concentrating..then i fell haha..and i couldnt get back up..lol..then after a while we left and hung out at her house...then a lil while later heather wanted to meet some guy and he just so happened to ask her to hang out yesterday when i was there..so she was like well my friend is here and he was like well i was just about to go to my friends house so bring her too..so i was like w.e so we got ready and shit and left..then we got there and we sat down..kinda akward at 1st but then we started talking..we played cards haha it was really fun actually..i won when we played bullshit..and then i learned how to play texas holdem..which was pretty exciting..lol..uhmm then we left..bc we thought the roads were getting kinda bad..so we got home perfectly fine..and then he was like do you want to hang out again..like nowish..and she was like sure so we met them at subway and we were trying to figure out what to do..then we were like fine lets just go back to ur house..so then we get there and were hanging out for a lil while then it just ends up being me and not the kid heather wanted to meet..his friend..his name was keith..just me and keith..so we were watching jackass and it was real funny..then he was like so what do you wanna do? and i was like hmm i dunno and he was like u can come over here and give me a kiss..i wouldnt see anything wrong with that..so im sitting there thinking..omg..hes really hot..but i dunno i dont think i could do that..so then he was like after a lil while if chat chitting..lets to upstairs to see whe they are doing..so i was like sure..so they were doin their thing and we went in his room and did nothing bad..lol i have more repsect for myself then that..all we did was kiss..which was fine by me..he has his labret pierced and he was just hot..i was like *gasp* lol wow..ive been thinking about it all day and its just funny because thats just so not how i am..i mean i would normally never do that..ever..it was fun tho..lol anyway im outt byee

snow day numero uno

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 16:09:45 GMT

okay so todya was a snowday fun..kinda..im relieved bc i wanted a day off...i did good in travel yesterday..we wong all the games hell yeaa..lol thats how we roll.eh more details in myspace..go there..lol

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 19:54:00 GMT

haha okay soo today i woke up and i was like hmm maybe i can get a day off..soo i went in my moms room and was like mommyyy can i stay home today and at first she said no..then i was like i havent ben absent really for the whole year..please?? then she was like alrriigghhtt stay in ur room so your brother doesnt see you..so then she let him take the day off too so we hung out and ordered pizza it was fun..i watched the e! true hollywood story on 90210 it was interesting..lol uhmm well im hot..and real bored so im gonna go watch an hour of a makeover story..lol byee

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 21:13:37 GMT

Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]
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"what about mee?!?!"

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 02:49:34 GMT

OKAY!soo today i dunno whyy but i wanted to know what nick wouldnt tell me..after i forgot about it for like a week..SOOOO i mentioned it..and chrisie told amanda..and NOOO ONEE WILL TELL MEE..damn you people..damn you all to hell..well not really but whateverr..lol anyway..school was boring..blah blah blah same old shit..then i went to amandas house on her bus..oh yea btw we got out PSAT scores back 1420/2400..eh alrite..better then last time(it woulda been 900/1600)..we hung around for a while then her brothers girlfriend and her friend came and picked us him in his nice car and we gave him directions to the mall..where i prooved myself and how much i suck at giving directions..haha.."whats the exit?".."uhmm i dunno..ill tell you when i see it.." haha good times..then we were backing in and he hit his mirror on some car..i saw it happen..but it didnt click in my head that it was happening..felt bad too--nice new car..we shopped had a good time..went to build a bear..haha he couldnt find sandles so he put like girls clogs on his bear..it was greattt..lol...then they got him real sandals..then we were on the way home and we missed amandas street because michelle was telling us a story..then he turned around and he was driving t hen he just stopped and was like OH MY GOOD LOOK ITS AN ANT!..hahaha funny.."hey babe its me..im wiping my ass right now..and im gonna take a shower next..i think ill use zest soap"..hahahahahaha that was fucking HILARIOUSS..haha..then they dropped us off and i went home..now im here finishing up my day..inorder to start a boring one..woop-de-doo *twirls finger* lol

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 19:25:11 GMT

well yesterday was boring..i wanted amanda to come because i knew it was gonna be boring and i knew that if she came i wouldnt be bored..but she decided that jbt was cooler so she went to that and i brought nick..we went to mystic village 1st..it was alrite..i got tea..it was real hot..then we went to the tour thing..it was gay..as i knew it was gonna be..and at mohegan sun it was alrite there was a little mall thing it was pretty cool little shops and what not..i was soo tired..on the way home i listened to my music..the buffet was good..cant complain there..except ididnt eat much..haha nick got "chicken tenders" but it was like some kind of fish and he was like here try it..its alrite..so i went to bite it and i was like smells like fish god its fish so i spit it out on his lap and if feel on the floor..it was funny...then i was getting a salas and i was wearing my salem sweatshirt and some guy comes up to me and was like i went to salem college and then he like walked away..i was like uhh thats great?..it was weird..im tired i woke up at 12:15 today..we got our tree i was really cold and my ears hurt..im tired so bye

its the end of the world as we know it...

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 12:08:53 GMT

so last night i had a dream that i was in mr mo's senior english class..and he wanted us to plan an amusement park so i paired up with some people and then we planned it..we were like living together in like a big house/cabin type of thing..it was cool..then i woke up but i fell back asleep a lil while later..and then i was at the amusement park and i was talking with some one and i was like aw look at the ferris wheel it looks so cool because it looks like its going so fast..then one of the seat things came off and like smashed into the grund and burst into flames then the whole ferris wheel bursted into flames..then i looked behind me and i see an airplane spirialing toward me so i run away then im lying in my bed and my alarm clock goes off and i hear someones voice saying in my head.."when the end of the world is near alarm clock will never stop ringing"..and so i put it under my pillow and then i saw the sn coming toward me and then it just kept geting closer and it was making a high pitched humming noise..then i woke up..

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 03:10:18 GMT

Happy Xmas By: John Lennon and Yoko Ono

So this is Xmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Xmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young

A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

And so this is Xmas (war is over)
For weak and for strong (if you want it)
For rich and the poor ones (war is over)
The world is so wrong (if you want it)
And so happy Xmas (war is over)
For black and for white (if you want it)
For yellow and red ones (war is over)
Let's stop all the fight (now)

A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

And so this is Xmas (war is over)
And what have we done (if you want it)
Another year over (war is over)
A new one just begun (if you want it)
And so happy Xmas (war is over)
We hope you have fun (if you want it)
The near and the dear one (war is over)
The old and the young (now)

A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

War is over, if you want it
War is over now

Happy Xmas

--i was just thinking about christmas and stuff and then i thought about the 1st thing that came to mind and lol all i could think of was being at heathers house and going to church and the candles then going to her house that song being on..lol i havent done that in ages..i miss it..its my song of christmas eve

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 00:16:27 GMT

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	13%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	24%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|	1%
Activity Level	\|\|\|	8%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|	8%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	21%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|	12%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	24%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	73%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	79%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	51%
Confidence	\|\|\|\|\|\|	14%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	15%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|	16%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	49%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	96%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	96%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	87%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	84%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	95%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|	10%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|	11%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Introspection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|	5%
Intellect	\|\|\|	8%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	28%

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Trait	.	low score	high score
Sociability	13%	socially reserved, detached	friendly, open
Aggressiveness	24%	mild mannered, uncompetitive	predatory, domineering
Assertiveness	1%	introverted, loner	controlling, aggressive
Activity Level	8%	relaxed, laid back	vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking	8%	sedate, restrained	adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm	21%	somber, pessimistic	cheerful, optimistic
Trust	24%	suspicious of others	trusting of others
Submissiveness	82%	rebellious, lawless	dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism	22%	selfish, cold, austere	helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation	73%	argumentitive, confrontational	conflict averse, meek
Modesty	79%	arrogant, self-satisfied	humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy	30%	callous, heartless	empathetic, warm
Confidence	14%	not confident in work	confident in work, egoistic
Neatness	36%	disorganized, messy	planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness	15%	dishonest, derelict	honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement	16%	lazy, unmotivated	driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline	49%	procrastinator	responsible, efficient
Cautiousness	52%	spontaneous, daring, reckless	careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety	82%	relaxed, fearless	fearful, worrier
Volatility	96%	calm, cool	touchy, tempermental
Depression	96%	content, balanced	emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness	87%	confident, assured	low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness	84%	high self control	low self control
Vulnerability	95%	resilient, unphased	confused, helpless
Imagination	11%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests	30%	artistic indifference	art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection	33%	not self reflective	self searching
Adventurousness	5%	conventional, safe	spontaneous, bold
Intellect	8%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Liberalism	82%	conservative, traditional	progressive, open

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Thu, 09 Dec 2004 23:57:30 GMT

i woke up from a nap a little while ago..im tired..my stomach feels icky..and im not hungry..i didnt really eat lunch..eh bye

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:31:59 GMT

if u press on my thumb in the right spot the whole half goes tingly numb..its amusing..still kinda pissed about my thumb tho..it still feels asleep..eh whatever at least its not like falling off haha..

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 20:02:58 GMT

oh yea..another conclusion..dont wear pants that show ur ass crack..then wear fishet stockings and have ur ass hang out..thats just not right...ever..it can be very mentally scaring..trust me

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 20:00:52 GMT

conclusion of the day:
never tell someone that you no something they dont know and your not telling them..and actaully dont tell them..

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 01:30:37 GMT

so today i woke up at 9:30..my mom went to the mall with my aunt i watch the shining from 12-5 i missed the 1st hour..kinda pissed about that..but anyyway..my mommy bought my presents! yay!..while i was watching the shining my computer just like fell off the stand thing..i was like ahh crap lol..then...uhmm nick came over at like 5 hung out for like an hour and a half then i drove him to pauls then i came home and i wanted to drive more so me and my brother went to stop and shop and we were sitting there for like 5 minutes trying to figure out why the 5$ wouldnt go in the moeny thing of the self check out..then he realized u had to press cash for the payment method..i felt stupid but it was funny..then i drove home.i took the highway..because im awesome and i wasnt even scared..woo i like to drive..i just need a job and a car then i can do it more often haha..oaky well im done bye

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 05:07:59 GMT

the hockey game was awesome...they played so aggressivley..it was great..then we went to el ranchero for nachos and for desert me and my family split a sopapilla..and my brother ate my cheery and i was angry i was like ew thanks for eating my cherry...and then the lady came out with a lil bowl with like 6 cherries in it i was like aww how nicee! lol..i still cant feel like half of my thumb and its pissing me off like you dont even know..god i need a life..whatever im out

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 22:07:56 GMT

so today was bowling..i did so much better last nite..and now my the top part of my thumb is like asleep/numb..its weird i dont like the feeling..i think im gonna need some tape..cant wait until the hockey game..woo goo hockey!..anywho..im off because dinner is here..laterr

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 19:59:55 GMT

okay so last nite weird dream..in short i lived in the school..mr mo had a turtle..jordan can sing pretty well and steph moved the light to avoid being caught cheating on vocab..jimmy was hot and leah wrote mrs.youngs a letter and lafayette had like no walls..very very weird dream..lol i woke up and i was like what the hell..haha..speaking of waking up i woke up at 5:30 and i was just up..so i got up got up got a drink..sat on my bed and drank and then lied back down and feel kinda alseep on and off until i had to get up..it was nice..today i wasnt tired i goit like just enough sleep or something it was nice..lol today was alrite we had enrichment...took a test about our like estimate year of death..im gonna die around 76..not very comforting..lol tonight im going bowling with amanda..fun..okay bye

how i feel about AIDS...

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 00:01:46 GMT

AIDs is very prominent in our society..well maybe not my immidate society..but around the world millions are dieing and suffering from it everyday..there are so many people who are infected and probably just as many who are clueless on what it is and how to prevent it..some countries arent as fortunate as us..they dont have the fancy techniques that help make it some-what better..they dont have the slightest idea what it is or how to stop it..all they know is that a enourmous amount of their people are dying everyday.

one time i was watching something on tv..where someone was in Africa and they were promoting AIDs awareness..they were talking to people whos family members were killed..for example, there was a boy about my age who was taking care of his 6 brothers and sisters because both of his parents both had aids and died..also they went to an orphanage that took care of babies whos parents died because of AIDs..there were so many of them, both babies and children..i just felt so bad..on the same show they called a hotline that was setup saying that AIDs wasnt a big problem..when asked to tell information about death rates and related information they were reffered to different people and led in circles until finally they were hung up on..i just sat that like are you joking me?! millions of people are dieing and they are sitting there blatantly LIEING..that just made me so angry..how could people lie about that!?..that just baffled me..do they see all the children orphaned because of this disease?!

I nor any of my friends or family have been effected by AIDs so i cant sit here and pretend to relate and sympathize..because i cant..but i can go by what i kno..(which isnt much even thought ive had health class since 6th grade)..and say a cure for this needs to be found..and if that isnt possible, people need to take it into their hands and protect themselves..if just one person stopped to ask their boyfriend/husband/"partner" about AIDs..who knows..maybe one person can be saved..that would be one less person to die..and who knows..maybe that one person can influence a friend or family member to do the same..and, in turn, they can do the same..maybe it would rub off on 10 people, but hey 10 people..thats 10 less people that have to worry about how long they have to live..thats 10 less people that have to suffer..those 10 people..they can be the start to a new generation of aware people who know whats up and what not to do..and that definatley would be a good thing

Go here for more aids awareness:
http://www.aids.org/

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 20:00:59 GMT

today was boring..this morning it was raining..i love the rain..just not when i have to hike up to the bus stop and stand there for a lil bit..then the bus pulled up IN FRONT OF A PUDDLE..i was like why THANK YOU!..haha today in english mr.mo was passing out papers and he gave one to steph and i was ike mr.mo shes not here..and then he was like what you want more? and he gave me like 2 more..lol..then he was passing out another paper and he gave me one and kayla was like wait..she needs 3 more..so he gave me 3 more..haha..then he was passing out that last paper and he gave me one..then after he was done he came back and was like do you need another one? it was so funny i wantedt o laugh but i had water in my mouth..so now i have like 10 sheets on aids..speaking of aids i have to write a paper type thing..and we have the option to do it in our journals/wesite type things..which was awesome so im taking advantage of that and putting it in here..and i can add come links to aids awareness sights..just so you all can get the 411..lol

because im bored

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:59:05 GMT

---->5 things you are wearing
1. polka dot pjazz pants
2. salem witch tshirt
3. hair tie
4. class ring
5. my usual braclets

----->5 things you can see
1. computer
2. a cup
3. a quarter
4. my hands
5. my keyboard

----->5 things you are doing right now
1. this
2. singing
3. breathing
4. listening to music
5. talking to amanda

----->5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. sandwhich
2. apple
3. clementine
4. finding nemo snack things
5. handful of chips

----->5 things you did so far today
1. go to school
2. went on an adventure for a power ade
3. put my laundry away
4. listened to music
5. had lunch with ryan

----->5 things you can hear right now
1. life by our lady peace
2. typing
3. my cat purring
4. my brother plaing his stupid video game
5. IMs

----->5 colors you can see
1. red
2. black
3. yellow
4. blue
5. green

----->5 thoughts in your head
1. im tired
2. i cant wait until bowling
3. i like my new ball
4. i want a car
5. i need a job..bad

----> 5 things you always say to your friends
1. hey. hi. hello..lol
2. whats up
3. im bored
4. (insert comment to conversation)
5. bye!

----> 5 places you want to be right now
1. florida
2. ocean city
3. driving in a nice car with some friends
4. bowling
5. in my nice warm bed sleeping

----> 5 best inside jokes
1. berw chika berw berw
2. your so immature
3. frizzles and super cool
4. if we get raped were screwed..good times gooood times
5. (tons more..too many to think of!)

----> 5 fav restaurants
1. chili's
2. olive garden
3. chinese buffet
4. ruby tuesdays
5. applebees

----> your best/good friends are...
1. amanda vitko
2. katy g(no last name needed lol)
3. steph hancock
4. andrew kalotai
5. jimmy tsouris
6. heather rogg

---> fav sibling
1. michael..since hes my only sibling..lol

---> fav parent
1. sometimes my mom sometimes my dad

----> 5 fav tv shows
1. degrassi
2. laguna beach
3. real world
4. makeover story
5. rocko's modern life..kick ass cartoon

----> You Love
1. my friends
2. dane cook
3. jake epstein

----> 5 Things To Do
1. talk to amanda
2. pet mi gato
3. go to sleep
4. listen to more music
5. do something fun

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 02:30:52 GMT

so im trying to figure out how to tell my mom that uhmm i dont have a person for the 5th ticket for the lantern tour on the 11th..shes gonna kill me becausee she bought theses in like september..and thats 25$ that she wasted..omg today when amanda was like u never asked me that i was like are you serious omg my moms gonna be pissed..then today she was like yea remind amanda about the tour blah blah blah..and i wanted to be like uhmm yea..aabbouutt that? yeaa..god UGH

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 20:46:49 GMT

2..well 3 facts i pride myself on being right about:

1)Stockholm..in fact..IS in sweden and just so happens to be the capital
2)Ryan's birthday was today..NOT yesterday
ANDD..
3)its Ryan...not Rian..

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 03:10:02 GMT

today we went to bowling early..and i went to the clinic..learned some neat stuff..then bowling yadda yadda yadda..then i stayed with amanda to watch the jbt...then my dad came i got a new ball...uhmm..watched some more bowling..uhmm then adnrew told me and amanda that jon was there haha it was funny..then me and andrew went outside and chilled for a lil bit then we came in and i bowled a game with my new ball..then i watched some more bowling..and then me and amanda went to put our stuff in the car and wen ended up chilling in there then i ws like omg get andrew in here and we can have him bring the hawthrone heights cd and you can listen to that song..so that was done and we were rockin out in the car..in the parking lot..because were losers..but still oh so cool..lol..uhmm..haha..yea we were at the bowling alley for fucking 13 HOURS..this is more bowling then i ever care to encounter..im tired and i didnt even bowl anything but the 3 in the morning..soo much standing..lol i fell partially asleep for a lil bit against a locker so that was good..but anyways im outt..byea

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 00:55:12 GMT

woahhh..im am curently aware i saw the word "pjamas"...please forget you ever read that..i meant to say pjazz..soooo please substitue it for the word "pjamas"..pshh that word is soo yesterday

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 18:15:47 GMT

yea sooooooo..monday night mick came over...whatever..then me my mom and brother went to cvs and they came out and the car was dead..i was like are you fucking SERIOUS?! then we proceded to see mr victor and heather and jess..and i was in my pjamas..lol..then yesterday my we went to get my mom a new battery and then went to quiznos for dinner..yumm!..lol then we got her car and then i went with my dad home while my mom and brother went to the mall..and today my mom made me go to school..stupid fucking pep rally..like the whole 3rd floor was decorated..i was like are you serious?..lol it woulda been so much fun just to run down the hall and rip the posters down..lol..then blah blah blah school..then the pep rally started..BORING.*yawn*..i must say mr niski and those other people dancing were the highlight to the whole thing..pom pons and cheerleaders do like the same thing just to differnt music..lol so that was boring...then it ended fucking 45 minutes early..i was like are fucking kidding me? so i waited with amanda for like 10 minutes..then she left me and i talked to leach for like 10 minutes..then hung out on my bus..i got comfy..and there was about 10 people on my bus so it was alright..vacation..the word thats gotten me thru this week..im so tired ive barley slept..whatever..bye